I am a Hypocrite

 

In the last five years’ I dreamt

In the last five autumns ‘ I thought,

I thought over the word “love”

I dreamt about the truth,

He guided me to the truth

I followed the way to depth,

He showed me way of brightness

I choose the way of darkness,

I wanted to chase Him

But never tried to reach Him,

With all my darkness

With all my fake worships’,

With all my sins’

He still loves me,

I felt sorrow in my heart

I felt my bleeding heart,

I felt darkness in the heart

I felt my weeping shadow,

I wished to go and reach Him

I never tried to reach Him,

Why’

Because I love sins

He hates sins

In last five years I realized the fact

In last five autumns I discovered the fact,

I am a hypocrite’

Yes I am a hypocrite,

Syed Faraz Hussain

About the poet: Faraz Hussain is a diverse artist, who paints and writes poetry to attain inner peace. By profession, he is a lawyer.